Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Death.

I was shivering against the cold breeze swaying across the dark, vast canyon... Like a nomad, I was walking with no sense of direction but each determined step after another, I kept moving. The sky had no stars. Just a big white moon. It was mocking at my solitude. No one to love. No one to hate. I kept walking. Suddenly I realize the soft sand beneath my feet disappeared and there was cold stone. No trees. No life anywhere around me. Serenity.
I came to the canyon edge. I could see a beautiful , grey river far across. I looked down and the black abyss looked promising. I looked up at the bluish silver sky for a moment and jumped. Tears started rolling down my cheeks. My entire past flashed across my mind.
All the ambitions and desires seemed so small. Everything I ever did, seemed like a mistake. I wanted a chance, just one chance, to do it all, and do it right.
Time came to a standstill. Suddenly there was a feeling like never before. Nirvana. I closed my eyes and let the feeling take over.
And then there was black.

'Look at the lost souls, they seem so black' - Testament

*Ends*

5 comments:

Karthik[:)] said...

whats up??
being so philosophical..souls n all??

Powerslave said...

Some dark corner of the mind. taking control..

Priyanka Tadipatri said...
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Priyanka Tadipatri said...

The moon was all alone. And she laughs at your solitude.

This somehow seemed like a very familiar experience. That is all I got to say for now.

Cheers!

Powerslave said...

Familiar experience?? i need to hear that experience.